重新出发~~ 希望是个好的开始:)

Time really pass by so fast that we cant even catch or recall the little things that we do since the start of the year..
My life has always been busy over work and him..
Weekdays are devoted to children..
Weekends are devoted to him and my family..
Time for myself seems to be a leisure for me..
After the break up with him..
My life seems to be so boring..
Weekdays are devoted to children..
Weekends are the leisure of having time for myself..
Yet i feel so lost..
I had always do things for others, that i forget my interest my likes..
Trying to find all that back but why is it so hard~~

老公昨天对不起了,或许是累积的后果一次过发泄出来吧~~一放工,心里就想着你的我,得不到你的任何回应.当到达你那儿换来的是你的冷漠与责备,我的心碎了..你说为什么我这么爱哭这么敏感,但如果是你,你会生气会难过不是吗??你问我是否发生什么事,在这我就告诉你..我的家人与好姐妹都不喜欢你,都认为我们没将来..父母一再的叫我和你分手,每次都说我不再是一家人因为我把你看得比他们重要..每天我都要告诉我自己他们说的都错,你是重视我的;你事事都为我着想~~但最近你的行为你的言语却让我一度的自疑是否我才是错了呢~~我最近真的好累,好想就不管你了但我却做不到;一但有空就想到你,每天早晚一定一个问候..我不求你多封的sms,但你起身可以给我一封sms吗??一想到你能传多封给你的顾客,而我有时就那一封傍晚的sms,在我问下才知道原来你早就醒了!我成了你最后才想到的人~~　
不知道你是否会读到,请不要生气或难过..那只是我一直想和你说的话~~

feeling very tired lao gong~~
not body but mentally..
i dont know how long i can hang on..

"你的一句没心情有时很伤人你知道吗~~"　　　我生病了,你是我男友却不知情..　我难过,你身边却不是我..　　　　我一早起来想到就是你,你却只重视你的游戏..　　在你心里我真的就不重要吗??

sometime dont know if i should believe you but i choose to do so..
just hope its the right decision..
i may always seem okay but i really cant take it
your sms for me sometime just make me feel like im one of your "b"
you spend times to send good morn to them yet not a sms to me for almost the whole day
it just dont feel right

yes u r right!! i hate those "b" and "b"
i felt that they should spend it on those orphans den on men
if dont like the bf why cant they just break
all are axcuses!!

i strive on just on your promise u give me
i know its hard to achieve in one year
i will wait for 3 years
will you really do it for me??

i....

Last day of school today~~
Next monday onwards gonna start a new journey of being a trained teacher
How will it be??
Gonna miss the school days, relaxing and fun!!
Love my class though there are quarrel here and there
But we are still united as one together
As we are AFO8:)
All the best of everyone and stay in touch..

Next going to focus on my "O" level exam!!
Must get a B4~~
Jia you jia you cheryl and devi^^

day 11. a photo of your favourite film(s)

I GOING TO MAKE MY BLOG PRIVATE SOME DAYS:P

Wait for my long post for the happening during the month september:)

day 10. a photo of you as a baby

day 9. a photo of your family

Today was not the day for me, shall not talk much~~
I have try to hold my tears but as the teachers console me it just drop..
So please just give me a hug or a kiss is all that i need..

*Pass please!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Dat 8: A picture of your favourite band/musician

my lovely hubby who is working hard for me^^
Love you babay~~
Muackxx

day 7. a photo of someone you love

day 6. a photo that makes you laugh

day 5. a photo of you

Genting^^

day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday

day 3: a photo that makes you happy

July 24'10

day 2: a photo of yourself a year ago

day 1:your facebook profile photo